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jess96 34, Female, United Kingdom - 3 entries

Aug 2006
4:08 PM GMT

hi every body its been ace me n my bro talked without argueing so that wos cool i had a happy time with my nanna . Well i liked today cos i think i had the nicest meal eva it was delisimo yum yum lol lol lol im wachin simpsons rigt now with my laptop on my lap thanx jess

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jess96 34, Female, United Kingdom - 3 entries

Aug 2006
3:45 PM GMT

oh ...... let me think my life is ok ,well not ok really its just rubbish i mean rubbish because when i go to my brothers room he just shouts at me im like i only went to his room to say hello but who cares about him i say ill just get on with my life n he'll get on with his wright . thanx journel n its been an ok first entery !

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Liz101 35, Female, USA - First entry!

Aug 2006
7:16 PM EDT

This journal is mostly for my poetry so every one can read.

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lmm27295 45, Female, USA - 15 entries

Aug 2006
7:04 AM EDT

I am so ill today. B & I fought last night as usual & went most of the evening not speaking. I am so tired of this same old cycle. It was over him thinking that I don't do enough around the house and us not ..... It was B's idea not to have.... anymore till June 23 and now the issue is that I am not giving him...... Before he always complained that we were not together enough and now that we are not (by his choice), he is mad b/c I am not doing the other. It is always something. I cannot take it anymore. I am not happy at all. Anytime I try to sit down nd talk w/ him he is rude, he gets mad, raises his voice and says mean things to hurt my feelings. I am so tired of feeling like s***. I am suppose to be happy right now about planning a wedding and I really could care less if we get married to him. He always says things about "I don't want to spend the rest of my life w/ you if......." Well, I feel the same d**n way. I don't want to spend the rest of my life w/ a man who only cares about 1 thing and cannot even sit down like a grown-up to have a discussion w/o throwing blankets off the bad or calling me a b***h. I asked him to say "I'm sorry" for the hurtful things that he said. His response: "Not until u say I'm sorry for not giving me a bj" How imature is that! I just want to get in us face and scream "GROW UP" It has gotten to the point that I don't even want to go home after work. When I go home in the evenings, it is no fun at all. I have to put up w/ hearing "Let me f**k in the a** and him grabbing me all evening long! I cannot even lay on the bed for 5 mins to rest w/o him bugging the hell out of me. I have no "ME" time what so ever. I am starting to miss Whall's hrs b/c at least then I had time to myself. I am glad that Barney is attracted to me. It makes me feel important but it is to the extreme. I am to the point now I could care less if I ever had s** again. He has pushed me so far away w/ that area but still blames me for it all. You don't go up to a woman and grad her ***** and say "let me f*** you". And heaven forbid I talk to anyone about our problems. I cannot even talk to the dog! I cannot keep bottling this up. He tells me to only talk to him but when I do I get treated like s**t. I should not have to be with someone that I don't even feel like I can communicate with. He does not understand that I work all day long and when I get home I want to enjoy the evening by relaxation, not by being his personal porn star.

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justmeandmine 58, Female, USA - 2 entries

Aug 2006
6:38 AM EDT

Gee, finally found a free journal. I have been meaning to do this forever. hmm, I really want to use this too, for my dream log. so, here goes........I had a dream my family moved to a new house. there is always a secret room when i dream of houses. I dreamt i went to bingo LOL and my shoe and shirt strap broke. then i got lost, because it was a new neighborhood. I remember thinking that what an odd place, like being in a foreign country. I seen woman at a corner just laying there. I thought they were homeless, but all of a sudden they start burning inscense and playing religious music. Then i seem a pack of dogs, and what i believed to be some horses down the street. well thats all for now gotta go.

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LilRican55 34, Female, USA - 5 entries

Aug 2006
6:22 AM EDT

hey guys what ya been up 2??theres this song i can't get out of my head its called everywhere by michelle branch i like the whole song it goes like this:turn it inside out so i can see,the part of u thats drifting over me,cuz everytime i wake your never there and everytime i sleep your everywhere, your everywhere just tell me how i got this far, just tell me why your here and who you are, cuz everytime i look your never there, but when i sleep your always there... [chorus]cuz ur everywhere 2 me and when i close my eyes its u i see ur everything i know that makes me believe i'm not alone whoa oh oh i'm not alone i recognize the way u make me feel, its hard 2 think that u might not be real, i sense it now,the water's getting deep i try 2 wash the pain away 4rm me away 4rm me [chorus] cuz ur everywhere 2 me...and when i catch my breath its u i breath..your everything i know that makes me believe i'm not alone whoa oh oh i'm not alone so that was the song that i love and that song is basically how my life is going but hopefully i will find the right guy...hopefully..lolz!

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jwopink 44, Male, USA - First entry!

Aug 2006
6:18 PM EDT

yeah...right. like i would freaking make a journal entry public. lol

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kittyneedsspace 34, Female, Canada - 7 entries

Aug 2006
4:19 PM AST

I'm so freaking stressed school starts in 5 days! I dont want to go to g.9 all that means is a whole new year of stress, family crap (which has already started during the summer) and friends being jerks. go figure . GOD I NEED HELP!Mom's to busy with her stupid boyfriend to give a damn what's going and she's part of the cause of it! Dad will that's going okay although I had the wierdest talk with him today (I'm talk 10+ on the 10 meter wierd scale!) and mom and my grandmother have declared an all out family war on each other(my grand mother on my bio. fathers side). One thing I can look forward too my uncle who's been in korea since Januray is coming back in a week or two and I cant wait to see him!!!!!!!!!that's about the only good thing to look forward to this month. but in a few mom's stupid bf will be gone for 6 whole months YAY!

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horsefreak0224 33, Female, USA - 3 entries

Aug 2006
4:07 PM EDT

Hey-Guess what Daniel is so cute think he like me....I huesss you could say hes going to be my topisc for like ever or atleast-till i stop liking him....^^ thats it

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meagan 47, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Aug 2006
1:17 AM EST

Well, it's Wednesday - the middle of the week and I'm still going strong with my healthy eating. I feel SO much better when I'm on a regular eating schedule of 5 small healthy meals a day. I feel so good when I live like this that I often wonder why I have such a struggle with food and always feel I want to eat bad stuff (especially on weekends)... if I feel at my best when I'm eating right, why would I want to mess with it? I don't know! Why would anyone want to put garbage food into their system? It's funny, I get in these moods when I'm super clean, but then on the weekend when I'm craving Haagen Dasz and Krispy Kreme that all seems to go out the door! I just got back from a nice (but hard) outdoor run with my friend. I've been pretty crazy-busy with work for the studio that I highly doubt I'll get to the gym for a weight workout today so I'll just do that tomorrow. Yesterday me and my mom worked chest, triceps, and shoulders and I'm really feeling my chest! I'm excited that this weekend is a holiday and I have two days off because I'm feeling a little worn down - my back went out on Monday night and feels a little funky still and I think I'm coming down with a cold (Wala'a just got over one). So the time-off will be good for me hopefully!

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